myjesusfreak

Regardless of how I am treated, I am: Beautiful Intelligent Creative Determined Independent Valuable Important Worth It Deserving A Good Friend A Go-Getter A Dreamer Hopeful Loved It's going to be okay. You don't need anyone to complete yourself because you are your own human being. You have great friends and family. A relationship will never define you. You deserve the best, so wait for that. Don't ever settle. He should be your best friend before a lover. Remember that. You know who you were, who you are, and who you want to be. And you have the talent to make that happen. Don't worry about a relationship. If it's meant to be

He talked to me for three and a half months. He made me believe that he liked me and cared about me and thought something romantic could happen between us. He made me believe he could be trusted. He got me to come out of my shell and I felt feelings for him. I drove four hours to see him. We paid for a hotel room. I made my sexual debut with him. He said, "Don't wait for me" and made me promise that I wouldn't wait. Although I was a little disappointed we weren't becoming a thing, I was alright. Then, not even two weeks later, he posts to Facebook that he just got engaged. That means he had a girlfriend while he led me on for an entire seme

I can't believe that in nine days I finally get to meet him face to face. We've been talking since early September. And it started out just as two people Facebook messaging and then it became something else. Phone calls, texts, sending pictures... And although I tried talking to other guys who were actually on my college campus, no one could make me forget you. I didn't have to dumb myself down for you -- you made me feel like I have so much to learn, which is unbelievably true. You say you like me and I know I like you and we're planning on meeting... I really hope something happens between us once we're alone together. But at the same time